wierd? yes, very..

I kind of chickened out last session, but I feel good anyway. I'm glad I didn't rush in to this. The longer this takes the more calm I get. I feel more safe now, and more sure. I feel that this might really be the way for me, but I don't feel that I need to rush things. My therapist told me not to stress, be in to much of a hurry, think things through. I do and I feel really thankfull for that. Next session is gonna be about the referral, what she'll wright and so on. I feel that I need to meet with some people, people in the same position as me. Just talk, hang around. I'm kind of happy, excited, realxed and uncomfortable at once.. wierd? yes, very..